Tag: Depression and anxiety

nature woman

Chapter 28 : It Didn’t Happen…

I’ve been so patient, and I haven’t lied to my family when I have said that the delay doesn’t bother me as much I imagine it is bothering Twat Face.  I would think that as much as he hates the process, he just wants it over.

happy woman

Chapter 26 : Cheers Nan

If someone were to mention that ‘Sophie’s Choice’ was on, she would declare her disinterest, stating that she had lived it, so didn’t need to watch it.

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Chapter 23 : Happy New Year

I have just spent my first Christmas and New Years with my family since I was 17 years old.  That was a lot of years ago.  I’ve had a couple here and there with my son, but never just the four of us.  I am going in to the New Year full of hope, that […]

Depression anxiety

Chapter 22 : In Limbo..

This left me feeling extremely sensitive, not being able to shout it from the rooftops, the elation was stifled and suppressed and that has filled me with emotion that I don’t know what to do with.  What if something goes wrong?  What if they can’t get the final pieces of evidence that they require? What if??????

Procrastination

Chapter 21 : Procrastination

The less I do, the less I want to do, the less I want to do, the less I do. I feel like my brain is slowly stopping, and I can’t do anything about it.

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Chapter 15 : Karma

Around the village, more and more people are being told about what has happened. My mum is so upset, and also angry that he doesn’t know how many people know.

smoking

Chapter 7 : The Damage Done

So Much Damage… I decided to stop smoking and stop biting my nails on this trip. I have smoked for 25 years, and despite health issues, including a very serious lung problem, I’ve never stopped.